Been away for a while.

I have been away from here for a while and generally struggling with all my social media. The problem lies with how things are panning out in my life right now.
Those who know me know of my wife's brain tumor. This is a constant horrible weight on both of us. Recently we have been going in to see her oncologist very 3 months. Thankfully the news has always been positive, but the 3 monthly reminder of the timebomb in her head. 
Things have gotten more intense; my wife has now be dianosed with  depression. Where she would normally have the energy to help with the kids and housework. She finds she can't.  I feel so useless I can't do anything to help her. I can't sort the brain tumor and I can't lift the depression from her.

The only thing I can do is work on my art, look after the kids, keep the house in a reasonable state and stay positive for her. It's hard. I have no solutions, no answers.

I hate the whole situation. The images below have been painted in anger at it all.

Later is now

It's laterz now and I have been beating my head against code for FOREVER!!! 
GAH!!!!

This is why I must do coding Mondays, I don't practice enough and spend hours relearning what I already know. Well I'm in the digital saddle again and I have finally worked out the basics of OOP( Object Oriented Programing). I hope.

Anyways my words can be wordy so heres some images to look at.
Cheers for reading. I'm off to superhero it on some game for a 1/2 hour before bed, so if anyone wants me I'll be saving Gaslight Gotham or some such.
Bloop!

Reorganise, work, repeat.

The time continuum refuses to bend to my will so I must bend before it.  Planning, preparing, completing, mounting  work and trying to learn coding at the same time is not working. So henceforth Mondays are Art with code days. Tuesdays are painting days. Thursdays are the (when life allows) lifedrawing days. I also need to find a better way to manage my social media, as it is has become a monster that I fear to feed. Honestly keeping on  top of my social media is enough to keep going all day. 

Anyways until later. Keep to the path and stay off the moors.

Burnt up and washed out

I'll hold my hands up. I've been putting too much on myself. Trying to keep the house in a reasonable state, look after the kids, make sure my wife is okay, trying to keep on top of, I forget how many social media platforms, from facebook to tsu and G+, as well as trying to complete 5 finished works a week, 1 hours worth of drawing  a night, watercolour practice, learn coding, working out new ideas for projects and photo editing. Even though I have managed to get alot of this done this month, I feel like I have achieved absolutely nothing. Stupid right. I can't help but feel this way, I have  projects I want finished and  jobs around the house I want done. 

Any way enough about me whining on and on. I'm off to paint or draw  something and hopefully refine my watercolour usage.

I'd do this. Which I quite like.