I can't remember the last time I was here. Lots of minor things have happened in the interim I suppose. I lost an old friend. Regret kicks in and reminds me of all the opportunities to talk we missed. We typed exchanges once or twice on social media but that's not really the same thing is it. The level of interaction and, I don't know depth(?) are lacking.  
They formed a large part of my teen years. Three friends who unknowingly helped me through a great deal of crap growing up. I don't know what I'm trying to say here. I guess I just miss her. I can hear her laugh if I try hard enough to remember, but it' s faint and at some point I'll forget that too. 
I'd wish her well and peace only I don't believe in an afterlife. So instead I pm my care to those who miss her too.